Oct
02
2017
0

A year in pictures – Day 268

25 September 2017Wow. Four years since Mum died.

Every single day I miss her. Every day I wonder how she would think I was doing as a mother myself. I think about her when I am talking to my kids, telling them off, cuddling them and especially when they make me laugh. I wish she had been around to see them grow up and I wish so much that she had been around to influence them and love them.

The photo of Mum was taken the day she died. The one of me and my sister was taken a year ago on the same beach. We stood in her footprints.

So often I feel that I walk in her shoes. As a Mum I hear her voice all the time both in my tone of voice but also what I say. Her influence was great, and still is.

Thank you Mum. I love, and miss you but most of all I am grateful for you. x

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May
15
2017
0

A year in pictures – Day 135

Mum's birthdayThinking of my Mum today on what would have been her 67th birthday.

I come here though and count my blessings. In the background is another grave of a guy my sister went to school who died on this day in 2014. He was too young. I think of Simon Marquis today too.

Mum I love you and miss you x

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Apr
17
2017
0

A year in pictures – Day 107

Mum's bears

Today my wonderful sister is 39 – next year she hits the big 4-0 and life truly begins!

About three months ago my sister commented that she had seen something on Dragon’s Den a company that made memento bear’s out of a loved one’s clothing. She mentioned that she would have liked something made out of Mum’s cardigan or soemthing. I brushed it off but looked up the site she mentioned and thought the memory bears were really ugly!

I found a wonderful lady in Guernsey who made memento keepsakes and commissioned her to make a bear for my sister and a rabbit for me out of one of Mum’s cardigans. Her website is Homemade by Sue. They are wonderful. Beautifully made and perfect in every way.

Louise was so delighted and this has made me happy. Something for us to remember Mum by.

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Apr
05
2017
0

A year in pictures – Day 95

Big ChiefToday my Dad went to the school where my Mum used to teach to do an assembly.

The school have adopted Mum’s Legacy Project as their charity for the year and they will raise cash over the next few months.

It was lovely to go with my Dad and support him, but I didn’t anticipate him making me wear his Chief’s outfit!

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Feb
07
2017
0

A year in pictures – Day 37

Signs of lifeBack in November we planted a memorial tree for my Mum in the new orchard at the hospital.

I walked past it today to go to a meeting and noticed that new life has already started springing from the base of it.

I am so looking forward to the day when I can pick the fruit from the tree and make it into a crumble. Spring is coming, the signs of life are everywhere.

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Dec
02
2016
0

2016 Project366 (Day 336)

Mum's Advent CalendarI went to a craft sale a couple of week’s ago at my Mum’s church and I bought this gorgeous advent calendar.

I was admiring in when the girl on the stall told me that my Mum had actually made it. Cordelia had bought it off her a few years ago, but never really used it.

I had to buy it. It seems right that it came home with me for the children to enjoy. Thanks Mum. I love it!

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Nov
12
2016
0

2016 Project366 (Day 317)

Mun's apple treeToday I went with my Dad, sister and niece to outside the new mental health facility at the hospital where an orchard has been planned. The weather was awful, persistent rain and the ground was horrible muddy!

People have paid for the trees and a plaque and the whole area will be like a remembrance garden, so obviously we got one for Mum. It is right outside my office and I love the thought that I should be able to go and pick the apples from her tree, or even sit underneath it and have lunch!

As my Dad says is is like a living headstone. We now have five headstones for her, and only one of them doesn’t do anything. We have built two schools in Burkina Faso as her legacy, created a garden at the school she worked at and planted an apple tree with a plaque bearing her name. It’s a good start and gives us license to talk about her in such a positive way. So much that she was passionate about still goes on, even though she is not here to see it.

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Sep
25
2016
3

Greece Day 3

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Today marks the three year anniversary of Mum leaving us. The picture above was taken today. Dad is swimming and my sister is in the very far distance on the rock.

It is so very strange to be here in Greece for the anniversary. I feel that it has been an important, yet such an emotional journey for all of us. I guess we will never come back here again so to have visited the places she went and to do so with Dad and Louise seems to have been very appropriate.

Today we went to the beach on which she died. It is such a beautiful beach called Kalogria and one of the things that gives me huge comfort was knowing that she didn’t suffer and she left this beautiful paradise beach and went straight to heaven. What a way to go Mum!

So to my darling Mum. I miss you so very much. I wish you were still here. I am glad we had you for so long. A la perchoine xxxx

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Sep
25
2016
0

2016 Project366 (Day 269)

Mum

Today marks the three year anniversary of Mum leaving us.

Oh my darling Mum. I miss you so very much. I wish you were still here. I am glad we had you for so long. A la perchoine xxxx

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Sep
25
2016
0

Greece Day 2

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It has been a funny sort of day. The weather has been quite overcast and we went for a drive around the coast, stopping at some of the places that Mum and Dad had been to during the few days they had here before she died. We stopped at this lovely fishing village and had coffee in the same cafe they stopped at. It was particularly poignant as Dad filmed her saying ‘it is so nice to have time’. Little did we know.

We carried on around the coast to the most beautiful beach. Crystal clear waters and a long sandy beach. Greece12Mum had been photographed here so we stopped and took pictures.

Finally we drove past the medical centre they had taken her to and the little police station at which Dad had to complete all the paperwork. This is the bit I found really upsetting. Dad commented that he’d sat on the bench outside the police station and phoned me to try and find the details of the insurance people so we could arrange repatriation.Greece11It made me cry to think of Dad sitting there all alone and trying to make arrangements.In a strange way I found this more upsetting than thinking about Mum. She was no longer there but Dad was trying to hold things together. That made me cry.

Our evening was spent playing cards, drinking cocktails and wine and eating a nice meal. It ended well. Greece8Greece7

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